Coming here as an ascended master and having no real plan for life set out for you really is tough and lonely existence, unable to find any kind of happiness or pleasure or fulfillment in the world really hating everything about this place basically coming here as a blank slate and no matter what you do or how you do it or how happy or positive you are about it you always end up back in the same place you started from every time. I've always had that still small voice that guidance trying to tell me things throughout my life but I was young I didn't know anything I was running off of what I learned what my parents and my teachers had taught me about life and what it means to be a productive human being on this planet. Even though I was not a religious person I always knew that when there was something bothering me to go in my room alone and talk to God I didn't realize the answers I was getting were directly from him, I was so miserable being a human being in this place that I tried to end my life a number of times all unsuccessful of course, I remember one time sitting in my room crying and a razor blade in my hand I ask God to forgive me for what I was about to do and I slit my wrist twice and when not one drop of blood came out I heard there is only one way you're leaving this place and that is not it, I never tried it again after that. My whole life I've tried more jobs than most people will ever have their whole life you name it I've probably done it I always went in every job hundred and 10% Mr. positive, thinking maybe this is who i am can it be this is where I belong, but they all ended the same way I always ended up back where I started from without any clue. I have always been stubborn and hardheaded so it takes a long time for ideas and things to really sink in and make me look at them or act upon them, I finally realized what the universe was trying to tell me look within to find who I am not without because there is nothing out there for me all I need is within. Thus began my letting go of this world and letting go of all my wants and desires for anything in this physical place and spending my time looking within seeking the answers to the questions I've had my whole life who am I and why am I here. With a lot of meditation and reflection and talks with God and my guides I've come to understand who I am and why I'm here, it's because this is the time all the shifting the energy that was going to happen that is going on now it is a time of great change and I am an ascended master the bringer of change I am here to help raise the consciousness of all and transform the world.

Father, all i truly want is to be what you created me to be, nothing else in this physical existence matters.

All my Heart and Love to you.

If you align yourself with you true self, you will bring to you all that is there for you, no matter what it is it will come to you. If your not aligned with your true self, then wishing and wanting and praying visualizing for things that you want won't come because it has nothing to do with why your here, it will not come. let go of physical things and focus within on your true self, there you will find what you truly seek, even if you don't know it yet. Once your aligned with true self, all the things that are there to help you on your path will start to appear.

I am not this body, I am a presence within it, The thoughts and dreams and fantasies are of the body, what it has learned and experienced since it came to be. I let the body do it's thing and i observe. I do not hate the body, the body hates itself, I am thankful and grateful for it, for it gives me a place to exist. I do not judge the body for it has no idea why it does what it does. I know, but i allow it to be, we are not in conflict. I do not respond to it's thoughts, they have nothing to do with what i am, even though it is all an illusion I created so I could be here in a physical form to do what I came here to do, I do enjoy watching other "people" going about their daily routines without any idea why. I am an Ascended Master, Bringer of change, and I am here to help with the transformation and raising of consciousness.  I am a teacher, healer and guide.

You are not your body you are not your thoughts you're nothing that you see in the mirror that is your perception of who you think you are and what you think you have become you're not the ego is the body all the things the body has experienced you are not your thoughts you are beyond thought I understand these things are working for you now because it is where you are it is what's being presented as what's being identified and what's being taught now but you are not your thoughts your body is the one that is thinking and the universe keeps presenting you with opportunities to see that you are just a presence within the body you are not the body you have just been following the body ego and the thoughts your whole life through what the body has experienced what has been taught and what is learned but now you're realizing that it is not you there is something more, becoming aware of your thoughts is a great place to start because you understand that they are not you where do they come from, they are part of the body the regurgitation of all the experiences the body has felt and done through the whole course of your life but is not who you truly are, it is time to understand that the little voice in the presence within that is who you truly are ,trying to break free from this when you look in the mirror you are not what you see, it is merely a representation of the perception you have of yourself  and what you think of yourself, the time is now to awaken within seek all your answers within for that is where you truly are, let go of the external follow that inner guidance that is your true self open up to the reason you're here to your true purpose the true path you should be on go with love for that is your nature just be who you truly are.

I hope everybody is ready for all the things that are about to change and shift, you-all knew it was coming so don't be surprised when everything just changes. I hope you have prepared yourself, I hope you're either where you're supposed to be your on your way there. This is the great time of change and transformation, old ways are coming to an end and the new system will be taking over soon. As my mom used to say, wake up fly right. So wake up and get moving.

The time is now to stop procrastinating, it's time to take that leap of faith, step through the door. It's time to listen to that guidance that you are getting telling you where you need to go what you need to do. The energy is here to support you in your path following your heart your passion your true purpose for being here, be not afraid for only you are standing in your way, let go of the past forget about the future be here in this moment right now, right here right now is where you need to be so you can see clearly and hear your guidance clearly and move forward from this moment. See and give only love to everything and everyone you meet for it is your nature to be love.