I will explain, because of your beliefs and subconscious programming you have the need for positive and negative, good and bad. You haven’t truly understood you otherwise you would see that you are the source of all you experience, and because of your past and beliefs you perceived the energy as either positive or negative as your subconscious placed it in a past experience so it would continue to strengthen your belief and keep you going in circles battling and protecting yourself from all the negative energy that is “attacking you” truth is because you don’t truly understand you and haven’t realized that everything you experience comes from you, you continue to look outward for these things instead of looking within where they originate.

You have reached the end of the beginning. Letting go is as easy or hard as you want it to be. It all depends on your attachments to things and people. Depending on where you were when you started, this journey of self-discovery was long hard and painful, or it was much easier than you thought, Either way you made it this far. Keep going. It really all comes down to letting go of what you think you are and remembering what you truly are. Unlearning the things you were taught throughout your life and opening up to the truth of what you are. You are so much more than you think; you are a being of light, energy, infinite love. Your life has been spent looking for meaning; you were just looking in the wrong place. You have accomplished many things in this world, but they are meaningless to anyone but Yourself. And they have nothing to do with why you’re here. They are all based on an old belief System that no longer serves any purpose. You have come a long way since the beginning, and have learned a lot about physical existence and being human, but it is time to remember who and what you are, time to wake up from the long sleep you have been in. You need to look within for your answers not without. The time for change has come, and this time will not support the old beliefs anymore. The greedy and the power hungry will end now. You are no different or better than anyone else, so stop thinking you are. The misuse of this Planet and the people on it will end now. It is time for everything to come together and be what it is meant to be. This place has a greater purpose than what you are using it for, as do you. It is time to reorganize and put everything where it belongs... You have a place to be and a purpose, it is time to go where you are being called to. You will have what you need, and your guides will be with you always. And I will always be around if you need help.

Most of us use tunnel vision when were outside, whether sitting somewhere or walking somewhere. Usually when we are walking down the street going to someplace, we are usually focused on the Destination (or daydreaming), Meaning that while we are walking we are focused on the Direction of the destination and we don't see everything else. We do occasionally glance at distractions, but quickly turn our attention back to our destination. What I want you to practice is expanding your vision. While outdoors, Whether walking or sitting, When you are focused on what you’re looking for, Whether it is a destination or object, Expand your vision to see everything on either side of your focus, (takes practice)While looking at whatever it is, Start expanding your focus to also see the things on either side. It may take some practice, but you will start seeing things differently, and you will start feeling the people around you. This is a great exercise to feel your connection with all things. Like I said it takes practice, you Need to learn how to take your eyes out of focus from what you’re looking at, you need to learn That while you’re looking at something, try and focus on the space in between you and what you’re looking at, takes a little time to get it, but when you do you will also start seeing the energy Around things and people. And they will feel you.

the best thing you can do to help other aspects of the one, is to stop trying to be a separate individual. and seeing these things in others is because you are aware but still believing you are separate. and thinking they are separate when you let go of the desire to be a separate entity you start seeing the world as part of you and all you have is love for it, nothing else.  I understand why this is so hard to understand and get. our lives and beliefs are not ours, our beliefs about us and who we are comes from the beginning when we first sought our self, and they have been passed down for millions of years through billions of lives and has become what is called universal consciousness, it is accepted without question. even as we start waking up and becoming more aware, we still hold onto the past beliefs of our lives and who we are as a people. and this makes it very hard for us because we are afraid to step fully out of the past and be in this moment where we truly are and have always been.

The book called Understanding you, It was to wake you up and understand you and everything about you and the life you had. Now it is time to go deeper and beyond your beliefs.

Everything you see including yourself is an illusion. You are no one you are an aspect of the whole, a reflection of the One. It is through the desire for self-identity and individuality that keep you deeply rooted in the illusion. Everything and everyone you see is a reflection of the one and it is because you want to be a separate individual that you see separation in everything and everyone. You search for your identity through looking out in the illusion and listening to the other aspects of the one that are looking for the same thing and all you do is create an alternate illusion of the you you think you’re looking for. This is a never ending search because you will never find a self out there, you can only create a twisted perception of the aspect of the one you’re part of. You have done this your whole life based on things you read saw and learned. So the more you see and hear and learn, the more you will transform into another form of separation and keep searching because you will never find true self, it doesn’t exist, only in the twisted perception of separation can you continue your quest for more and better illusions. And when you let go of the need to be separate and individual from the rest of the whole, you truly awaken to what you are, you realize you’re not a who, you’re a what, a piece of the whole that is everything.

I exist in the land of illusion where nothing is real not even me. You spent so much time in this illusion that you have come to believe it to be real but nothing can be real in an illusion. Everything is just a projection of who you think you are all based on things that aren't from you. You think you know who you are but this is an illusion so you can pretend to be whoever you want but know that it isn't real. I have pretended to be many things throughout this dream and always knew I was pretending. We spend our lives constantly re-inventing ourselves based on changing circumstances and think we found who we are, but nothing you can think of yourself is real this is the world of illusion nothing can be real in an illusion. Your true self resides not in this illusion but you are a projection of your true self in this dream to experience what cannot be experienced as your true self because it has no form. So until we let go of believing this world or ourselves is real, we will continue to pretend to be something we are not constantly re-inventing ourselves with all the changes happening in our version of the dream. But nothing you see is real, not even you. All the things you experienced were for you to find your way out of the dream but most don’t recognize these signs and just think it is part of life. If you would stop trying to accomplish anything and let go of all you think and believe you are, you would see clearly not through the clouded vision you see through now.

I am not writing this post for comments or to question or challenge anyone’s belief, I am just writing it to give you some truth because I have been there and I understand, and this is not my belief, I know this. All the things you’re having trouble with like energy from everyone and everything is because you don’t truly understand yourself. You may say you do but trust me you don’t. you can say, well I was born in wherever to a wonderful or dysfunctional family, I went to school had friends learned this and that went to college have a degree in whatever and have a wonderful family and career, but that is not who you truly are, that is just who you became based on your past, the things you learned and were taught and believed. You learned and sought answers outside so you became a reflection of those things. But you true search is within. Right now you are mostly operating subconsciously from programing you learned from the past. This is why so many have trouble shielding themselves from energy they don’t want and from grounding. The key to it all lies with you truly understanding yourself, not the self you think you are.

Let me start by saying what anyone thinks of me is unimportant to me. I am an Ascended Master returned to bring great change and raise the consciousness of all who come seeking truth. Bringing all together as one. I don’t believe what I teach, I Know it. Belief is what comes before you know, once you know belief is unimportant. I understand your conflicts, they all stem from individual beliefs, beliefs that were created in the past, you are no longer there those beliefs are no longer valid. So you struggle every day to find peace and use external things to disassociate yourself from your true self that is trying to come forth. Because of this you experience you emergence as being bombarded from energy outside of you and because of your beliefs it can also take on the form of other entities harassing you. Though this is not true you stand by your belief and look outside for relief. You truly are the source of all you experience, and everything will come to you as you believe. Your true self has been calling you for a long time and you really haven’t been listening, because of your individual beliefs it can only come through using what you believe. It has been trying to get you to stop looking without and start looking within leaving your beliefs at the door so you can receive all that you are. This is the dawn of a new world emerging from a long sleep and it will no longer support old ways or beliefs, you must open your hearts and minds to the truth that you are that is within you. You are trapped in the world of illusion and with the emergence into the new the old will not work and things will get more and more intense the more you want to hold onto the past. Now I don’t want anyone to believe anything I say, you need to find it for yourself or it will just be words.

Thank you  if you don’t ask that means you’re not ready for the answer.